Ran Prieur http://ranprieur.com/#9a417fe513f58988c3b5b1e84cfc57397194a79b 2026-09-10T22:20:39Z Ran Prieur http://ranprieur.com/ ranprieur@gmail.com September 10. http://ranprieur.com/#313f504635256a1ffc258e065030255c5fead234 2026-09-10T22:20:39Z September 10. Fascinating article, Terence McKenna's Mega Bad Trip, based on the book Strange Attractor by Graham St John. In the late 1980s, McKenna and his wife took their usual five gram monthly trip, and a big storm hit. She had a normal trip, but he suffered a dark night of the soul: "completely uncontrollable, unexpected, ineffable, dense and spacious nothingness."

He was so mad that she had a good trip and he didn't, that he vowed never to trip with her again. So much for ego death. The main theme of the article is how McKenna was imprisoned by his own fame. He had become afraid of psychedelics, but still had to play the lucrative role of psychedelic drug guru: "...in 1990, Terence charged the equivalent of $7,000 per talk. Like Alan Watts decades earlier, who numbed himself with vodka before dazzling audiences with cosmic aphorisms, McKenna found himself trapped in the role of spiritual entertainer."

Even at my low level of fame I experienced this. Twenty years ago I wanted to inspire people and be admired, but it turned out, if I showed the slightest deviation from the icon that people had made of me in their heads, they got mad at me. I became fame-phobic and started consciously writing with the goal of filtering my audience. That's why I don't show my face on YouTube, and it's probably why I haven't published a book yet.

Anyway, Terence McKenna was an ambitious thinker and an incredible speaker. Here's a video that synchronizes some of his best nuggets with Big Bird.

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September 7. http://ranprieur.com/#b18426e48e5c6d7a4d554ac3d3d9f9502e4f891e 2026-09-07T19:50:04Z September 7. Two loose ends from Friday. We assumed solar farms wrecked the countryside, but research shows birds and insects often thrive beneath panels, where shade and shelter create new microhabitats

And Emma sends this German word:

Waldheimkehr: The forest was here first. Before the clearing, before the axes and the fire and the field boundaries, this ground carried oak and beech and had done for thousands of years, and the village was an interruption in it, a few centuries long, which is nothing. Heimkehr is the word for a soldier walking back up his own road, for a child returning to the house they grew up in. It carries the sense that the returning thing belongs where it is going. So Waldheimkehr says the woodland did not invade and did not conquer; it came back to ground that had been its own, and found the interruption over.

For Labor Day, a full repost of this 2019 post on meritocracy, and an archive of the linked article:

How Life Became an Endless, Terrible Competition. I completely agree with the author's general idea, but I don't quite like the way he frames it. He centers his argument on the word meritocracy, which he defines in terms of "talent and effort." But the crisis he describes is not at all about talent, but about the overvaluing of effort.

Here's a thought experiment. Imagine a society that still describes itself as a meritocracy, but in its definition of merit, it completely factors out the quantity of work you've done. So college admission might be determined by a series of tests, with a generous time limit, and designed so that studying gives you almost no advantage. Then, when you're applying for a job, you could be tested by doing the actual stuff you'll be doing in the job, and your score is simply the quality of your work.

I think that society would be a lot better than this one. Nobody would be in a hurry and everything would be done well. Some kind of balance would be even better. But we're all the way at the opposite extreme. We don't have even one college, or one job, that rewards the quality of your work and doesn't care about quantity.

I've seen some buzz lately about the male-female pay gap. But at least men and women are in the same ballpark. I'd like to close the much wider pay gap between hard workers and lazy people. I'm completely serious. Nobody really wants to do nothing all day. "Laziness" means holding out for activities that you find intrinsically enjoyable.

Another thought experiment. Imagine if the unconditional basic income, and the maximum income, were the same. If there were no connection between how much money you get, and what you do all day, then we'd find out what we really want to do all day. That's how I view the UBI, not as a way to soften the robot takeover of human work, but as a way to rebuild the world of human work, out of what we actually like doing.

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September 4. http://ranprieur.com/#1401d6f4a545e10f8272ece84993059865372b42 2026-09-04T16:20:20Z September 4. Stray links, starting with two good news articles. Offshore wind farms are unexpected havens for marine life, and Newly discovered enzyme can break down some plastics in less than three months:

They found that the plastic in some soil samples was pocked with tiny holes that happened to exactly match the size of a specific bacteria that was much more abundant in these samples. This suggests that certain bacteria have plastic-eating enzymes attached to their surface and challenges a widely held assumption that bacteria simply ‘disperse’ enzymes and wait for them to break down materials.

Two fun Ask Reddit threads. What is your favorite foreign word that doesn't have a word in English? And What is the cringiest midlife crisis you've witnessed?

From the Spirituality subreddit, Does God exist? If Yes Why he dosnt speak to anyone or visits anybody? The answers include a wide range of options for thinking about "God" other than a man in the sky. It's funny, when I was a kid, God the father totally made sense, and the Holy Spirit made no sense at all. Now it's exactly the opposite.

And some music. The band Green Lung has made a new Spotify playlist, Black Magick Radio, a tight 82 minute collection of "Occult bangers of the 60s and 70s". One of the songs, A Witch's Guide To The Underground by Carolanne Pegg, I have just added to my Psychedelic Folk playlist.

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September 1. http://ranprieur.com/#85ad0e97499beb0145549176f966f565af879276 2026-09-01T13:50:31Z September 1. Dougald sends this page, Illich at 100, with a map of local gatherings all over the world this weekend to celebrate the 100th anniversary of Ivan Illich's birth. The best source of his writings online is this Ivan Illich page by David Tinapple. I haven't read that much of his stuff but I've read Tools For Conviviality three times. Nobody is better at explaining how modern technology makes things worse while seeming to make things better. This is a page I made about Ivan Illich on Cars.

Also, Dougald has a new book out, At Work in the Ruins.

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